(And, yes, there were also line drawings of female genitalia.but after a first go-through, I wasn't all that interested in them. The lesson I still carry with me to this day is: Never, never, EVER allow a stemmed wine glass to be inserted into your anus (no matter HOW drunk you are!).because you will most definitely NOT like the results! From the EMERGENCY SURGERY book I also learned of the amazing variety of objects which can be inserted up the anus and which might very well result in a hurried visit to the nearest hospital emergency room, but the one I have NEVER forgotten is the intact, long-stemmed, crystal wine glass that was fully inserted (willingly!) into some man's anus and then had to be V-E-R-Y carefully removed by the emergency room doctor. Since there was not a single healthy, intact penis in the entire book, I spent hour after hour (year after year ) ), trying to "reconstruct" the various penii as they had been BEFORE they became subjects in an emergency surgery book. There would be mostly half of a penis (length-wise) on one page (the result of an industrial or car accident, etc.), and an exploded penis on another page, and so on. What I really remember were the line drawings of male genitalia.except that, because this was a textbook for physicians in emergency medicine, there was not an intact penis in the entire book (there were some intact testicles, though some were also injured, etc. One of them was titled EMERGENCY SURGERY, and inside that book were things in some ways sort of familiar to me, and in other ways, totally exotic and enticing. (Maybe as young as five or six.maybe as old as seven or eight.)ġ) My Dad, originally an electrician who later became an engineer in medical technology, had acquired some medical textbooks from one of his jobs as an electrician. None of these three books were porn.but they certainly had an identical effect on me.and I don't know which book was "first," or how old I was at first, when I discovered them. I kept it around for a month or so.Įdit: now that I think about it, I'm not entirely certain which of these events took place first.Įdited 1 time(s). I tore a single picture out, stashed it in my pocket, then went home to. It had been torn apart really well, but I glanced through. The location has since been turned into a small housing development.Īnywho, I was wondering around and found a magazine. It had a pond that had a barrel in it (the kind that oil comes in) and scraps of concrete along with a huge pile of dirt. wasteland? I guess in the woods near my house behind a roller rink. My other notable experience, roughly around the same time: I had it for a few years until I deleted it after feeling guilty shortly after EFY. I managed to save the picture my emailing it to myself. We didn't know it was a nude until we opened it - right as my mom came in the room! She wasn't thrilled, but let it go because it was obvious we weren't expecting it. We were pretending to be older and some woman decided to send a picture. I was in a chat room with a friend there with me. What was your first encounter with porn and what was it like? My parents later told me a large part of why they moved was because they thought they were a bad influence. I know all my friends were a couple of years older than me. Suddenly I find myself developing an apparently deep seeded and perverse interest in photo negative porn. I think I was too young to understand and apparently didn't think twice upon it despite my very TBM upbringing. Right now I just recall emotions of fear, excitement, and adrenaline. If you added penis and vagina and vigorous movement it looked like a video of this. Next memory is staring at maybe a 12' by 12' tv with a black and white negative of penetrating sex. I just remember seeing them on the stairs giggling. A couple of my friends were already there. It is very blurry for me, much like the porn I was about to watch. I just remembered for the first time since it happened and it's a mindfuck!!
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